I am always i search of true love....I have fallen in affair two times earlier...

1] I proposed a girl...She was really nice and beautiful. She accepted my proposal.....after some time she stopped talking to me, i tried a lot..but she didn't talk to me. then one of her friend told me that her parents didn't like all this, so she didn't want to continue.....So, i let her go, thinking that let her be happy as she wants...........

2] After sometime I met another girl, she too was very nice to me. and truly speaking she was very beautiful and cute....I told her that I loved her...but she told me that she loved someone else and for me, she insisted on just being good friend, and so i agreed..but i couldn't stop the feeling for her, I did everything i could, for her. Once i even sold my blood to get some money, for buying gift for her.....But after sometime she told me that she couldn't even continue being friend with me as her lover didn't like this.....so again i let her too go as she wanted him more than me...

And now after all this I am really heartbroken and don't know what to do....PLEASE HELP IF U HAVE SOME SUGGESTION..... Question

I wish I knew more about you. You may not be this way, but when you said you're always looking for love, I immediately thought of this guy I went to college with. I thought he was cute, and I liked him until I found out that his big college goal was to find a wife. He looked so desperate. I was totally turned off as soon as I found that out.

I am completely and utterly attracted to guys that are interested in a broad range of things. I want him to be interested in me, but I want that to be one of many things he enjoys in life (I'm not talking about extracurricular women...I want to be the ONLY woman, of course)!!  But if he's always available for me, and his life depends on me, it's overwhelming, and the alluring mystery is GONE!!

"dating" was a spammer with adult links.  might be banned now , i forget!

ya it was a horrible spammer.  I don't mind a bit of spam now and then but this person was posting as a male and a female and it was pretty bad.

then there were adult links.